In memory of our angel 
Nathan Isaac Johnson
Born sleeping :10/27/2006 

Please light a Candle before you leave! 

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To some you are Forgotten,
to others, just the past,
but to us who loved and lost you,
your memory will always last.

No one remembers I cannot say why
Only thing I keep thinking is that nobody tried
You were mine,only mine no one knew you like me
I don't know why he couldn't just let you be
We shared so much in our short time together,
And the time that we shared has made memories forever so much I learned ,so much I lost Everything turned ,toppled and tossed
Butterfliy flutters, then turns and kicks then,that sad ...day was my mind playing tricks?No cry , no movement, not even a breath ...as you lay on my tummy -Perfect even in death when I think of you now at the age you would be,A beautiful "baby boy"is the child I see My Son you were,
My son you'll always be and One that is Us;

We loved you all your life and will 
never stop
you are always in our hearts

On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest
My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong.
I wish we'd had more time,
Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious little one

Missing you
To Nathan
From your big brother Patrick
Will you look down at me in the night ? Will you see my candle burning big & bright ? The candle I burn that reminds me of you The candle I Hope that you would burn too.Not a day will go by where I won't think of you Hoping Hoping that you'd come back so I won't be blue.I hope to understand one day, why you parted from me . I will visit your grave to find a response as to the pointless questions I can't get across. I love you so much it makes me sad That I can't here you say it back - You probbably think I'm silly when we didn't even know each other But to me , youll always be my baby brother

On the day God took you
I thought that I would die
I wondered where the time went?
I asked alot of whys??
With people all around me
I felt alone inside
From all their words of comfort,
I couldn't seem to hide,
I thought I might be dreaming
That I'd wake and find you here,
I thought "This can't be happening."
As I wiped another tear.
On the day that you were laid to rest My heart broke yet again,
I wondered if the pain would end,
But mostly, I wondered when??
It's hard to be without you,
At times the days seem long,
Sometimes I just sit crying,
When there's really nothing wrong. I wish we'd had more time, Before your life was done.
I hope your resting peacefully,
My precious little one

Our Joys will be greater
Our love will be deeper
Our lives will be fuller
Because we shared your moment.

We are connected my child and I
by an invisible cord not seen by the eye.
It’s not like the cord that connects us at birth,
this cord can’t be seen by any on earth.
This cord does its work right from the start,
it binds us together, attached by the heart
I know that it’s there, though no one can see
this invisible cord, from my child to me.
The strength of this cord,
it’s hard to describe,
it can’t be destroyed, it can’t be denied.
It’s stronger than any cord man could create;
it withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone and you’re not here with me,
the cord is still there though no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised, I am sore,
but this cord is my lifeline as never before.
I’m thankful that God connects us this way,

2 year Memorial

 
May the winds of love blow softly and whisper for you to hear how much your family loves and miss you ,and wish that you were here.

we love you Nathan

Forever in our hearts

We thought of you with love today,

But that is nothing new ,

We thought about you yesterday ,

And days before that too,

We think of you in silence ,

We often speak your name,

Now all we have are memories,

And your picture in a frame,

Your memoryis our keepsake,

With which we'll never part, 

God has you in his keeping ,

We have you in our hearts.

"Memorial For Nathan Isaac Johnson"

We are here to keep the memory alive and show our love,
To our angel Nathan Isaac Johnson who is now up above,

He was taken from us way to soon,
Never got a chance to take a breath out of the womb,

Now he is with the angels up high in the sky,
And today tears of sadness will come from our eyes,

Tears of the loss of a precious and beautiful boy,
That should be celebrating his birthday and having so much joy,

But today we are here to keep the memory of him alive,
And in all of us he will be survived,

The flowers that you have represent a piece of you,
For you to send him a message to show that his memory is true,

To show that he will never be forgotten or lost,
Cause that would be a painful cost,

Nathan Isaac Johnson will always be a part,
Cause he will always remain in our minds and in our hearts.

I Cried  

After shopping and making your heart

when the lights went off,while in bed ,

I cried.

I cried thinking about what the day should be,

I should be planning a party for Nathan's 2nd birthday

Buying some gifts not flowers

I cried thinking about who he'd be today

A rambunctious little toddler , getting into everything.

I cried trying to imagine what he'd look like today,

A smaller version of his daddy, but with more hair.

I cried, most of all, just simply because I missed my son,

I missed being his mommy.

the pain lingers into today and it will forever follow into my untold  future, I cried for my son Nathan Isaac Johnson on the day you should have been born 2 years later

(10\27\08

I LOVE YOU & WILL ALWAYS CARRY YOU IN MY HEART